Sacred writing.

The need of the forthcoming flight scared me to death.

I can't say that I'm very brave person. I just think that to be afraid of something is stupid. This words are taken from the well-known film "Knocking on the Heaven's door".
That day there was no imagination of a plane crash in my mind. Everything was simple: I didn't want to leave New Zealand and come back home. I knew that this country was for me and loved it so much. I was afraid of being misery and missing this "dream'. But I had to go...
That's why the need of the forthcoming flight scared me to death.